Jealousy and I'm not proud

I got a link to my friend's travel journal today. They have been in St. Anton for tree and a half week now. I can't believe the pictures they have taken! Real pro shoots. Sun, powder and everything! They've been waiting for that dump for two weeks. I feel a knot in my stomach to read and see the photos. Why can't I have such awesome pictures of me pumping gushing powder around my waist?! But, I try to tell my self that it's because I'm a good photographer and as you know those stand behind the camera... Ah well, I hear how silly that sounds. I know that it's jealousy and I'm not proud of it. But hey! I just can't feel pity of my self! I'm going down to the skier paradise in "just" 23 days!